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Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 11:00 AM ARGH! i feel so bad now. feel so guilty. guilty tt i made someone cried. its lyk my first time saying no. nv done it b4. but i really dun wan to say a yes. just wan to concentrate on my promos now. just wan to get promoted. but i really love my life now. i onli have to care bout my sch stuff. i dun have to care bout other things. mayb go out once in a while to relax myself so as not to burn out. its really nice. i dun wanna spoil my life now. dun wan to be afraid tt everything will repeat itself. forgive u once den i have to keep forgiving. den wats the pt of saying out wat i really felt? i really do rmb wat had happened in the past. but now its all over. u made me lose my trust to u. a trust tt u will fulfil ur promise. a promise tt i really wish could happen. but u did not. so i'm just being selfish. tts wat u taught me throughout the 4 mths. think bout onli myself. do wat i wan. dun care wat other ppl tell u. u can just attitute me when u're stressed up and not feeling well. attitute lyk u are rite. attitute lyk u had done absolutely nth wrong. after 3 weeks den apologise? sry i'm not in for tt. if u really mean wat u say den y had u waited for 3 weeks? and ignore me for 5 days b4 everything become the past? 3 weeks is too long alr. and i agree with wat annabel said. even if we are tgt again the feelings are different alr. so i just wan to stay as it is now. sry i made u cry. it happens to me when u are selfish. so now i'm selfish and it happens to u. |
